Integration

[qos]

I've spilled a lot of pixels in the past few weeks about my identity and how to best express the various facets in my public life.

This evening, however, Ereshkigal pointed out that I am still not fully integrated within myself: my spiritual, householder, professional, and vocational aspects often feel at odds with each other rather than supporting each other. She showed me an image of thick braided fibers running up my center core, and told me that I will not know my full strength until I can knit my disparate parts together.