Inanna on Desire and Discontent
May. 9th, 2009 08:12 amFrom this morning's altar time:
I am not just sexual desire. I am the desire that is at the root of all fertility and growth -- even creative fertility.
Inanna's stories portray her as having an intense lust for more. She won the me from Father Enki by getting him drunk and flattering him. She dared the forbidden journey to the Underworld. It could be seen that even her desire for the human kings, celebrated in the hieros gamos texts, is indicative of her unwillingness to be limited only to divine partners. She was never content with just what she had.
This also, of course, got her into trouble, which is one reason why I find it helpful to balance her energies with those of Ereshkigal, who is about maintaining boundaries.
But as I struggle to discern the appropriate expression of my personal sexuality at this time, it's very helpful to get back in touch with Inanna's indiscriminate desire, desire that is not limited to the sexually erotic.
Simple discontent saps our joy, makes us feel helpless and bitter, bogs us down. Divine discontent spurs us to become more. For me, Inanna is the personification of divine discontent. She is the passionate desire to have and to do and to be more than what we are now.
I am not just sexual desire. I am the desire that is at the root of all fertility and growth -- even creative fertility.
Inanna's stories portray her as having an intense lust for more. She won the me from Father Enki by getting him drunk and flattering him. She dared the forbidden journey to the Underworld. It could be seen that even her desire for the human kings, celebrated in the hieros gamos texts, is indicative of her unwillingness to be limited only to divine partners. She was never content with just what she had.
This also, of course, got her into trouble, which is one reason why I find it helpful to balance her energies with those of Ereshkigal, who is about maintaining boundaries.
But as I struggle to discern the appropriate expression of my personal sexuality at this time, it's very helpful to get back in touch with Inanna's indiscriminate desire, desire that is not limited to the sexually erotic.
Simple discontent saps our joy, makes us feel helpless and bitter, bogs us down. Divine discontent spurs us to become more. For me, Inanna is the personification of divine discontent. She is the passionate desire to have and to do and to be more than what we are now.
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Date: 2009-05-09 05:55 pm (UTC)Hmm... stream of consciousness. Sorry for the ramble. Is very interesting, though.
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Date: 2009-05-09 09:23 pm (UTC)I don't think I've ever formulated it quite that way, but it's certainly an attractive idea.
Awesome
Date: 2009-05-09 07:36 pm (UTC)Thanks for sharing
Re: Awesome
Date: 2009-05-09 09:28 pm (UTC)Re: Awesome
Date: 2009-05-10 12:58 pm (UTC)Re: Awesome
Date: 2009-05-10 05:46 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2009-05-10 01:00 pm (UTC)