Taking Both

[qos]

I've been having complicated dreams recently, as might be expected from the amazing shifts going on in my life.

During one of last night's dreams, I was being interviewed by a man for an unknown reason. He was unfamiliar to me, a suit-wearing, generic "businessman". One of the questions he asked referred back to my year of having both uncrowned_king and _storyteller_ as lovers and partners. "Do you think you're more mature now than you were then?" he asked.

In the dream and later when I was awake I couldn't tell if he was asking if I was more mature now so that I wouldn't do such an immature thing again, or if being with them had helped me mature.

Whatever his meaning, I know I am indeed more mature now -- and if given a chance and the same caliber of partners I would do it again.


I've been pondering why my subconscious chose that image and that question (assuming it wasn't just random static images). . . And I'm wondering if it was a backhanded way of asking me if I was prepared to be in a relationship again, since all my relationships are going to be polyamorous from this point, given my ongoing involvement with uncrowned_king.

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[margoeve.livejournal.com]

A man in a business suit... Hmmmm. I have some ideas about that. We should chat some time.