I Tried. . .

[qos]

. . . but I've been breaking down in tears every fifteen minutes or so.

I've declared a mental health day and left the office.

Not sure what to do next. . . but it won't involve trying to conceal tears from my co-workers.

Comments

[tx-cronopio.livejournal.com]

I'm so sorry. I've been that way most all week. Good for you for taking off and taking care of yourself.

[qos.livejournal.com]

*hugs

Thank you for your good wishes, and may you too be comforted.

[bookchick.livejournal.com]

::many hugs::

I'm so sorry, hon. Take care of yourself.

[qos.livejournal.com]

*hugs

Thank you.
I hate it when I can't cope.

[iswari.livejournal.com]

Lots of love to you, lady. I'm glad you're taking the day for yourself.

[qos.livejournal.com]

Thank you.

[veronica-milvus.livejournal.com]

So sorry you are feeling like this. I guess your post on sacred sex was making you think of everything that has happened and how your life has been turned upside down in a year or so. But you have taken hold of your life, your are forging ahead in your work, you were a star at the Pantheacon convention the other week and you have a great little wolfling who loves you.

Take care of yourself and rest up. A big cyberhug to you.
V

[qos.livejournal.com]

Thank you so much. Actually it wasn't so much the sacred sex writing, it was the coming of spring and remembering how this time last year I was plotting to spirit Lohain away for a surprise birthday getaway. . . and other stuff like that.

But a nap and wolfling hugs have helped a lot. . . as have all the loving comments.

Thank you.

[queenofhalves]

i have days like that sometimes too. *hug*

[qos.livejournal.com]

*hugs back

I hate it when I can't cope.

[oakmouse]

*hugs* (some with whiskers)

[qos.livejournal.com]

Thank you, all. ;-)

*hugs back

[qos.livejournal.com]

I appreciated all the hugs I could get today.

Thank you both.

[revpanthera.livejournal.com]

*soft, warm hugs* to the many others who care for you have sent.

And having this happen is not "not coping" ... while mildly inconvenient in the workplace ... I love, and support, you in the challenging times of your life. Things like this just don't "go away" ... you feel them, deeply, and for a long time. Screw the world who says "get over it". xoxoxox

[blessed-harlot.livejournal.com]

This is a day late I guess, but more hugs.

And I echo the sentiment that this is a sign of you coping positively with grief, not a lack of skill on your part. (Though I understand and would feel the same false lack of competency).