Tonight

[qos]

Tired
Frustrated
Lonely
Hurting


My boss is driving me nuts.
My job is driving me nuts.
Latest word about the near-mythic "new position" is now January/February.
I may just start looking at an entirely different company.
I've had about as much of this place as I can stand.

I don't want to go out again this evening, but wolfling's teacher is having a parent meeting about the week-long camp trip. Camp isn't until Spring. Do we really have to discuss it tonight?

As I was leaving work I thought about stopping at the liquor store to buy vodka, so I could have a drink at home before the meeting. No dice. You're a priestess. You have better ways to handle stress, said the growly-loving voice in my head.

Damn him for being right.

I'm in no mood to meditate!
It sounds like a whine even in the silence of my mind.

Time to get hold of myself, take some deep breaths, change into something more comfortable, and find my center.

Comments

[dorjejaguar.livejournal.com]

Hope you feel better soon. :)

[oakmouse]

Ouch. Sympathy. *hugs*