Saturday Morning
Oct. 27th, 2007 09:17 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
qosSaturday mornings are better than Friday nights, but last night's plunge into the grieving abyss has left me feeling empty and a bit fragile. I want to curl up in a fuzzy blanket on my comfy couch with some soup and my book and just be gentle with myself.
Unfortunately, there are couple of things I need to get at the grocery store, and nothing I actually have on hand appeals for breakfast, so I'm going to need to get myself together and go out, at least briefly.
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jillwheezul's Hob is coming over mid-day to run a solo Star Wars one shot for me. I'm looking forward to it, but also worrying that I won't have the energy to fully engage. But I shouldn't worry. Either his presence will be sufficient to lift my mood (he's one of my dearest friends) and we'll play -- or we'll do something else and he won't be upset about not playing. Actually, what's likely to happen is that I'll do a bit more grief processing with him, and then we'll play.
Star Wars was the longest ongoing campaign that our old gaming group had (10 years, off and on), and I loved my character. Today I'll be playing someone entirely new -- which is probably a good thing -- but it will feel strange to go into that universe and not be D. For a complete change of pace, I'm playing an Imperial Intelligence agent. I've never played a spook before, much less an Imperial.
You know: I could use some fun.
I don't have much authentic fun these days.
Unfortunately, there are couple of things I need to get at the grocery store, and nothing I actually have on hand appeals for breakfast, so I'm going to need to get myself together and go out, at least briefly.
jillwheezul's Hob is coming over mid-day to run a solo Star Wars one shot for me. I'm looking forward to it, but also worrying that I won't have the energy to fully engage. But I shouldn't worry. Either his presence will be sufficient to lift my mood (he's one of my dearest friends) and we'll play -- or we'll do something else and he won't be upset about not playing. Actually, what's likely to happen is that I'll do a bit more grief processing with him, and then we'll play.Star Wars was the longest ongoing campaign that our old gaming group had (10 years, off and on), and I loved my character. Today I'll be playing someone entirely new -- which is probably a good thing -- but it will feel strange to go into that universe and not be D. For a complete change of pace, I'm playing an Imperial Intelligence agent. I've never played a spook before, much less an Imperial.
You know: I could use some fun.
I don't have much authentic fun these days.
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Date: 2007-10-27 05:19 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2007-10-28 09:54 pm (UTC)I don't have much authentic fun these days."
Fun is very important.
By the way, I love that icon. Where does the picture come from?
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Date: 2007-10-28 09:59 pm (UTC)My default icon is from the same deck.
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Date: 2007-10-29 12:52 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2007-10-29 12:40 pm (UTC)