Quick Update
Jul. 7th, 2005 06:27 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
qosWell, yesterday didn't go quite the way I hoped.
I had told myself that I had released any feeling of needing to control what happened during the skit. But a couple of the directors hadn't been at the walk-through, due to vacations, so they weren't entirely sure of what was going on. But worse was the guy who was in charge of the meeting, who had done fine in the walk-through, but was so hyped/stressed by the actual event that even with the script in his hand he kept doing things that were just wrong. And not just wrong for him, but which interfered in what other people were trying to do and making it look like the script was wrong. Arrggghh!
Job/Promotion prospects are still good, but when I asked the hiring manager about her timeline, she told me that several resumes had been submitted and she wanted to do interviewing next week. So so much for my slam-dunk.
Ah well.
It turns out that my shamanic teacher will also be going on the retreat/quest. She called me last night to ask if I would feel okay about her going, or if it would impinge on the space I needed. Somewhat to my surprise, as soon as she asked, I felt kind of a leap inside myself, meaning it was ok with me. Actually, it's not so much of a surprise. My anxiety level has gone down considerably, knowing that someone I know will be there. Which isn't necessarily my usual reaction.
My heart goes out to the people of London.
I had told myself that I had released any feeling of needing to control what happened during the skit. But a couple of the directors hadn't been at the walk-through, due to vacations, so they weren't entirely sure of what was going on. But worse was the guy who was in charge of the meeting, who had done fine in the walk-through, but was so hyped/stressed by the actual event that even with the script in his hand he kept doing things that were just wrong. And not just wrong for him, but which interfered in what other people were trying to do and making it look like the script was wrong. Arrggghh!
Job/Promotion prospects are still good, but when I asked the hiring manager about her timeline, she told me that several resumes had been submitted and she wanted to do interviewing next week. So so much for my slam-dunk.
Ah well.
It turns out that my shamanic teacher will also be going on the retreat/quest. She called me last night to ask if I would feel okay about her going, or if it would impinge on the space I needed. Somewhat to my surprise, as soon as she asked, I felt kind of a leap inside myself, meaning it was ok with me. Actually, it's not so much of a surprise. My anxiety level has gone down considerably, knowing that someone I know will be there. Which isn't necessarily my usual reaction.
My heart goes out to the people of London.
