Mar. 29th, 2007

qos: (Elena QoS  by just_sleeping)
I had an unsettling boundary-testing dream this morning. )

It's also only now that I think about it that I realize what differentiates this boundary-testing dream from the others is that the major threat was already in my house. It didn't have a form that I could fight or defend against. The cats and dogs were already in the house too, but I got them out of my space. The wind/force/pressure was already here and I couldn't do anything against it.

That's unsettling. I'm not letting it scare me, but it's an unsettling variation from previous dreams. Always before the opponent(s) have been outside and I've kept them out. I've fought and won. This time there was no contest. I was utterly outmatched.

What's ironic is that this dream is happening at a time when I am moving so many things in my life, including my situation vis a vis this house.
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