Aug. 1st, 2006

qos: (QoP)
One of the nice things about my life is that I usually feel like I am making progress. Sometimes the progress is slow. Sometimes I feel like "Wait a minute -- didn't I have this same a-ha moment at least once before?" But usually even the repeat lessons feel like I did start the latest iteration at a slightly higher level than the first time. I'm not going in circles, it's a spiral path. An upward one.

So it was with a certain amount of disgust yesterday that I stared down at the list I was writing in my journal and then wrote over it The Same Damn List. Because it was.

It was my "Pentacles list" -- the list of those areas of my life most in the need of love and sacralization and disciplined attention. Most in need of an infusion of joy.

Okay, maybe I am farther along than I was before. Previously the only way I could think of these tasks and goals were as distasteful but necessary chores. Now I recognize the need for them to be infused with joy and Spirit. The need to change how I relate to them, not just what I do.

But I don't feel any closer to that condition than I was before.

The List. Again. And a request for insights and suggestions. )
qos: (Dread Pirate)
Now and then we had a hope that
if we lived and were good
God would permit us to be pirates.*


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*Thanks to [livejournal.com profile] _storyteller_ for sending me the quote.
And thanks to [livejournal.com profile] thuri for my lovely new icon!
qos: (Magdalene He Qi)
I've had conversations with several LJ friends and friends of friends about the story of The Binding of Isaac.

[livejournal.com profile] mollya has just posted one of the best meditations on this story that I've ever read. I commend it to the attention of anyone who reads the Hebrew Scriptures and/or is a parent: http://mollya.livejournal.com/290942.html?view=387710
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