On Escaping Embodiment
Jun. 24th, 2010 07:59 pmOn the recommendation of my teacher, I've started reading Dion Fortune's The Mystical Qabalah. The more I study Qabalah the more I enjoy it -- which continues to somewhat surprise me, but it's amazing, in-depth, wonderful stuff.
Yesterday I received a very personal clue-by-four on the subject of my repeatedly expressed desire to escape from embodiment. (The ellipses show where I've left out some of the more detailed Qabalistic theories, but I think the bottom line message retains its force.)
. . . But this is not the only test which the mystic has to face; it is required of him that he shall fulfill the requirements of the planes of form before he is free to commence his withdrawal and escape from form. There is a Left-hand Path that leads to Kether, the Kether of the Qliphoth, which is the Kingdom of Chaos. If he embarks upon the Mystic Path prematurely it is thither he goes, and not to the Kingdom of Light. To the man who is naturally of the Mystic Path the discipline of form is uncongenial, and it is the subtlest of temptations to abandon the struggle with the life of form that resists his mastery and retreat back up the planes before the nadir has been rounded and the lessons of form have been learnt. . . . If there is a mystic whose mysticism produces mundane incapacity or any form of dissociation of consciousness. . . he must return to the discipline of form until its lesson has been learnt. . . Let him hew wood and carry water in the service of the Temple if he will, but let him not profane the holy place with his pathologies and immaturities.
Certainly something to think about the next time I start gnashing my teeth over the griefs and frustrations that make me wish to escape from life. . .
Yesterday I received a very personal clue-by-four on the subject of my repeatedly expressed desire to escape from embodiment. (The ellipses show where I've left out some of the more detailed Qabalistic theories, but I think the bottom line message retains its force.)
. . . But this is not the only test which the mystic has to face; it is required of him that he shall fulfill the requirements of the planes of form before he is free to commence his withdrawal and escape from form. There is a Left-hand Path that leads to Kether, the Kether of the Qliphoth, which is the Kingdom of Chaos. If he embarks upon the Mystic Path prematurely it is thither he goes, and not to the Kingdom of Light. To the man who is naturally of the Mystic Path the discipline of form is uncongenial, and it is the subtlest of temptations to abandon the struggle with the life of form that resists his mastery and retreat back up the planes before the nadir has been rounded and the lessons of form have been learnt. . . . If there is a mystic whose mysticism produces mundane incapacity or any form of dissociation of consciousness. . . he must return to the discipline of form until its lesson has been learnt. . . Let him hew wood and carry water in the service of the Temple if he will, but let him not profane the holy place with his pathologies and immaturities.
Certainly something to think about the next time I start gnashing my teeth over the griefs and frustrations that make me wish to escape from life. . .
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Date: 2010-06-25 03:14 am (UTC)Also, keep in mind that Fortune had a very Protestant bias in her mysticism. Other authors on Kabalah aren't nearly so negative about the material world.
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Date: 2010-06-25 03:30 am (UTC)However, I don't see her as being negative about the material world (not in the material I've read, anyway). If anything, I see this passage as affirming that the material world has valuable lessons to teach, and it's a serious mistake to try to escape it prematurely.
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Date: 2010-06-26 05:36 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2010-06-26 06:20 pm (UTC)Certainly "the wholeness of being" is very much in harmony with Qabalah, as every aspect of the Tree, from the material world of Malkuth to the ineffable Kether, are a holy whole, an expression of the Divine in various degrees of manifestation, each as sacred as the other.
How well any individual human is able to perceive and participate in that sacred wholeness is another matter, and the aim of Qabalah is to enable that full participation in the Divine at all levels and all forms.
That said, I can see where you get that impression of a desire for escape. In one way of looking at the Tree, the topmost Sephiroth -- and what lies beyond them, the infinite Divine which can not be comprehended by mortal consciousness -- can not be fully encountered while within a limited body. I don't think it would be inaccurate to reference "now we see through a glass darkly, but one day we will see face to face" -- and there is a genuine desire for that future state of union which is not possible as long as we are limited by form.
That said, Malkuth, the material world, is held to be every bit as divine and worthy as any of the other nine sephiroth, and incarnation is an experience to be embraced in all its gifts and challenges. There are also other forms of existence, however, which hold their own gifts and experiences and are embraced in their turn, at the proper time.
It's not just about external form, however. The entire Tree, with all its manifestations of Divinity, also exists whole and complete within each of us. The prime motivation of the Qabalist is to encounter and balance within one's own being (body and soul) the divine energies represented by the Tree while in mortal life -- and that is a challenge which can take many embodied lifestimes. As I've been slowly learning, that takes being actively engaged in life, not secluding one's self in a closet with a candle trying to escape it.
I'm not sure this is as clear as I want it to be. One of the challenging and fascinating aspects of Qabalah is its muliple layers.
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Date: 2010-06-27 04:01 am (UTC)Fortune is not in the least against embodiment or down on the material world. Quite the contrary, she was down on people who rejected life in the material world as a valuable and necessary experience.
Also, FTR, she was a "the Master Jesus" type of Anglican, and also a pagan polytheist who worshiped Isis and Pan. The Anglicans are not in any way, shape, or form down on embodiment or the material world. They hold that the incarnation of God and the resurrection of the physical body are essential elements of the Christian faith.
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Date: 2010-06-25 04:20 am (UTC)I just read something that was pretty much the exact opposite, though: Thomas Karlsson's Qabalah, Qliphoth, and Goetic Magic, which pretty much says that the left-hand path is the way to go, and that it can end up with one being more invested in life than otherwise...I'm not so sure, but anyway, it's intriguing to consider how each way might be possible...possibly...?!? ;)
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Date: 2010-06-25 01:09 pm (UTC)I suspect that the degree to which a person is "invested in life" by a particular path is highly individual, and a healthy spiritual life involves both leveraging one's strengths as well as learning to compensate for and/or overcome one's limitations.
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Date: 2010-06-25 09:17 pm (UTC)But, in any case, it's interesting...I wonder if there's a "middle pillar," as it were, operation that takes in both goals? Hmm...
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Date: 2010-06-26 02:07 am (UTC)My understanding is that the qlippoth are present just as we are. We don't need to go looking for them -- and really, one wouldn't want to.
Embracing the qlippoth to "become a god" sounds classically "dark side" to me.
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Date: 2010-06-26 03:26 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2010-06-27 10:23 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2010-06-25 08:00 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2010-06-25 01:11 pm (UTC)Goodness knows my copy of "Paths of Wisdom" has started to come apart from all the use it gets!
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Date: 2010-06-25 01:34 pm (UTC)Paths of Wisdom is also going to get a lot of use with me. So far I have read through it once, but that was just to gauge its content. Qabalah and Tarot is a great subject to be studying. It has really opened my eyes to the Tarot in a way I never thought possible.
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Date: 2010-06-26 02:01 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2010-06-27 10:22 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2010-06-27 01:05 pm (UTC)That sums it up my experience too. :-)
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Date: 2010-06-26 07:32 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2010-06-26 04:49 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2010-06-26 04:55 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2010-06-26 05:06 pm (UTC)The Guide also contains a lot of Tarot material, it's just that it's integrated into the rest of the text rather than parceled neatly together in one section. The other two books parcel it up neatly and include additional material.
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Date: 2010-06-27 10:16 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2010-06-27 11:27 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2010-07-01 02:01 am (UTC)I can't say this correlates to escaping embodiment, but it does suggest release from certain oppressive experiences in the world of form by utilizing Geburah's severity wisely.