Signs of Transition
Oct. 13th, 2009 04:37 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
qosI'm going through what feels like a very significant spiritual transition right now -- so much so that I'm not going to post about it until my teacher and I have had a chance to talk through all that's come up over the past couple of days.
What I can share is that last night I felt no resistance at all to any of my practices, not even the Middle Pillar, even though it was later in the evening than I like to get started. There was no feeling of stress, no Idunwanna, no headache, no hunger, no fatigue -- all of which are typical responses to my decision to start my practice cycle in general and the Middle Pillar in particular. In fact, as I transitioned to the Middle Pillar I felt a bit of pleasant anticipation.
Things are shifting.
What has changed?
The most significant thing seems to be asking my gods for help. I've been asking for help every day around my career and vocational work, and I think this is one way my prayers are being answered.
What I can share is that last night I felt no resistance at all to any of my practices, not even the Middle Pillar, even though it was later in the evening than I like to get started. There was no feeling of stress, no Idunwanna, no headache, no hunger, no fatigue -- all of which are typical responses to my decision to start my practice cycle in general and the Middle Pillar in particular. In fact, as I transitioned to the Middle Pillar I felt a bit of pleasant anticipation.
Things are shifting.
What has changed?
The most significant thing seems to be asking my gods for help. I've been asking for help every day around my career and vocational work, and I think this is one way my prayers are being answered.
