For the past two nights I've had very complicated dreams which have yielded a couple of very intense symbolic images that seem very significant.
It's not stuff that I want to share publically at the moment, just wanted to note them.
It's probably not insignificant that I've been more faithful with my practices again and have been feeling even greater urgency recently around how I can best make a living.
It's not stuff that I want to share publically at the moment, just wanted to note them.
It's probably not insignificant that I've been more faithful with my practices again and have been feeling even greater urgency recently around how I can best make a living.
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Date: 2009-10-09 06:14 pm (UTC)Where can I find the discipline to do daily practices?
(no I'm not asking, I'm sighing about it...)
Autumn and some personal drama has me in a bit of a funk. I'll be better soon. But I am very pleased to hear that it sounds like you are moving forward and are being, as you say, faithful in your practices. I am perhaps, a tad envious, but I realize it's not fair to expect the Results without the Work. I'm doing some different Work, and I need to find the Will to power through it and reap the maximum benefit.
(sorry to process my own stuff here, but you frequently sow seeds with your posts, and thank you for that.)
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Date: 2009-10-09 06:31 pm (UTC)Being consistent about my daily practices is a constant struggle. Note, please the use of "again" in the entry above. I'd been doing only the most basic forms for the past couple of months. I can only wonder about what my life would look like if I *did* manage to achieve better consistency at higher levels. . .