Changing Seasons
Aug. 16th, 2009 10:37 amOne of the reasons I consider myself a "Bad Pagan" is that I've never paid a whole lot of attention to the seasonal cycles in nature nor to the seasonal celebrations. They just don't resonate with me.
The one exception is the turning from summer to autumn.
This is one of my favorite times of the year. I've always ascribed it to having spent so many happy years in school, including years of graduate school. This always feels like New Year to me: the start of new things, especially new learning. As the summer heat wanes and the air grows cooler, I feel new energy.
Over the past few years it's also been feeling like deepening time. I'm accustomed to seeing other people write about 'planting' in the spring and growth in summer; for me, the time of new growth, of bringing to maturity, begins when I start to move toward the cave in autumn. I'm sure this tendency is being intensified by my Underworld work. It may be that my autumnal orientation is part of my overall nature that's found its home on the underworld path.
My vigil next week is part of this deepening energy. The timing feels so very right.
Do your practices shift in autumn?
The one exception is the turning from summer to autumn.
This is one of my favorite times of the year. I've always ascribed it to having spent so many happy years in school, including years of graduate school. This always feels like New Year to me: the start of new things, especially new learning. As the summer heat wanes and the air grows cooler, I feel new energy.
Over the past few years it's also been feeling like deepening time. I'm accustomed to seeing other people write about 'planting' in the spring and growth in summer; for me, the time of new growth, of bringing to maturity, begins when I start to move toward the cave in autumn. I'm sure this tendency is being intensified by my Underworld work. It may be that my autumnal orientation is part of my overall nature that's found its home on the underworld path.
My vigil next week is part of this deepening energy. The timing feels so very right.
Do your practices shift in autumn?
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Date: 2009-08-16 06:51 pm (UTC)Absolutely.
Summer is my dead time, spiritually speaking, where there is little progress. But when autumn starts, everything is thrown into motion again (generally, a downwards, towards-the-underground motion). It's wonderful.
Personally, I *am* very aligned with the seasonal changes, and each season brings its own treasures and challenges, but the shift into autumn is hands-down my favorite.
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Date: 2009-08-16 06:58 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2009-08-16 11:36 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2009-08-17 12:10 am (UTC)Those lovely autumn days we're looking forward to are coming soon... :-)
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Date: 2009-08-17 12:28 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2009-08-17 01:05 am (UTC)And in the Ekklesía, arguably the two most important holidays we have that are attested from the ancient cultus are four weeks apart in the Autumn: Foundation Day on October 30, and then Dies Natalis Antinoi on November 27.
I don't think not following the seasons makes one a "bad pagan": one can be a total ancient Roman recon in an urban setting, and yet not follow the seasons because a good few of the important civic holidays in the past had anything to do with the seasons; most were deity-specific, or often significant in other ways (e.g. temple foundation dates, as with the Hercules festivals that just passed on the 12th and 13th).
This idea of all forms of paganism being "nature religions" or "earth-centered" is problematic, I think, because many of the ancient cults (the Antinoan one included) don't seem to have much of that element--and, in my opinion, that's okay, one can look elsewhere if one wants that. I wonder, then, what actually might unite all forms of paganism (ancient and modern)--because if it isn't earth-centeredness (and I don't think it is), nor is it polytheism (because most forms of paganism practiced today are not truly polytheistic--many are at least partially monistic), then there must be "something," and I'm not always certain what it might be...
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Date: 2009-08-17 07:07 am (UTC)I want to sit with this question about how my practice changes with the seasons... it is a good one and something I haven't really examined. I have a feeling it does, but hm...
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Date: 2009-08-18 03:08 am (UTC)I pay much more attention to the turning of the Moon, timing meditations, spellwork etc. according to its phases. Not surprisingly, most of my work occurs during the New Moon rather than the Full Moon.
I've always resonated with Autumn. That first breath of cooler, more fragrant air sets my blood thrumming. My energies spike -- sexual, magical, intellectual, creative. I try to plan the things that require the most from me for Autumn.
Summer? I crawl under a rock!