When the Path is Uncomfortable

[qos]

I wrote yesterday about my sudden realization that I've been succumbing to the challenge of the Watcher at the Threshold rather than recognizing and overcoming it. 

This article about the "not nice" things which can come up in yoga practice seems to be relevant for any spiritual path which values honesty and authentic growth. . . .

The Yoga of Darkness (excerpts below, full article at link)

Here is the thing. Yoga is not about bliss, but about honesty. Spirituality is not certainty, but the longing of the heart. Enlightenment is not ‘letting go’ of bad feelings, but understanding them, what they’re doing to us, and how they are expressed in the body. Non-harming and forgiveness are not about feeling generous or big enough (bigger than and condescending), but knowing the difficulty of right actions and assuming responsibility for the difficult. Forgiveness often comes directly out of acknowledging how bloody bitter we are. Love is not joy, all the time. Sometimes, love hurts. Love is raw. Emotions are doorways, ways in. The goal is not to exist without shadows, to become so spiritual we no longer feel fat, bored, envious, or impatient. The goal is to swallow hard as we take on willingness to go into the dark.

The shadows will show up. Go there. Apathy, acedia, what Christian mystics called desolation, existentials call despair, moves when we move toward it. It isn’t the passage of time that heals us, but the passing through experiences.

Comments

[oakmouse]

Yes. Bright gods, yes. *bookmarks article for further reading*

[blackstone_hermitage]

I loved that article so much that I quoted from it prominently on the sidebar of my Black Stone Hermitage blog, so it can be seen from every page visited. Thanks for giving me an excuse to go read it again!

[qos]

I should have mentioned that I found it on your site!