Realization

[qos]

I don't know. . . Maybe I've thought of this before, but tonight it feels intense and new.

It's important to me to meet challenges and overcome them with optimism and determination. I've been laid off -- I can find a new job. My apartment is too expensive -- I can move.

Death doesn't work like that. All my optimism and determination isn't going to "fix" it. The hole in my life is not going to be filled.

I can heal. I've been healing. But that's not the same thing as overcoming circumstance, or turning lemons into lemonade, or getting through to a solution.

My courage gets me through from day to day, but the passing days won't bring him back to me.

The wound heals. The loss can never be reversed or overcome.



I can use my priestess skills to draw closer to him in his current state, but they will never bring him back.

Comments

[ladyofthemoor.livejournal.com]

Many coloured feathers in a whirlwind from here to you in this troubled time.

[qos.livejournal.com]

Thank you very much.