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I had a very intense weekend, one I'm still processing emotionally and psychologically. I learned some new things about myself and about someone very important to me. I went places -- physically, mentally, emotionally -- that I haven't been in quite some time. I unexpectedly tapped into areas of my grief that I had not yet fully acknowledged to myself -- much less to the other person involved -- and started to purge and heal those places.

I also had a lot of fun, and spent a significant amount of time glowing and feeling appreciated. I was able to go out of my mind in a way that I need to sometimes. I looked in the mirror and saw myself more beautiful.

I was reminded on a deep level of what I've lost and what I still have, of how far I've come and how far I have yet to go in my own self-understanding and growth.

I am grateful.

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Date: 2007-12-10 03:03 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] blessed-harlot.livejournal.com
Oooo. Wow. And yay. And awesome!

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Date: 2007-12-10 03:10 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] bookchick.livejournal.com
Oh, good! I was hoping to see something like this from you, today.

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Date: 2007-12-10 03:34 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] malakhgabriel.livejournal.com
I had a very intense weekend, one I'm still processing emotionally and psychologically.

Hey, I know that feeling! ;)

Glad you had such fulfilling experiences this weekend.

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Date: 2007-12-10 04:53 pm (UTC)
From: [personal profile] oakmouse
*hugs you*

Congratulations!

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Date: 2007-12-10 05:00 pm (UTC)

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Date: 2007-12-11 08:28 am (UTC)
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