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*waves to everyone
Jan. 10th, 2019 07:32 am The last couple of weeks have been very good, very intense, very disruptive.
I have so much to share but no time to do so.
I'm delighted with the new friends I've connected with here, and promise to be more active shortly, both writing and responding. (Same to my old firends!)
Work has been busier than usual and I've been staying later than usual.
This Saturday I'm going over to Wolfling's residence (she lives with the Ex in the house we all previously shared) to help her clean her room. This will be a massive undertaking as there is literally no place to walk. ADHD combined with depression and anxiety wreak hell on staying organized. I expect a long-ish day, hopefully not too stressful for either of us.
Sunday will be more quiet, and hopefully I will have the time and the energy to engage here. I really, really want to.
But I also may be filling out a job application. . . still trying to decide if I want to leave my current position or not. More on that later.
The good feelings I experienced after the major healing episodes of Dec 30 and 31 and the mental breakthroughs of the following couple of days seem to be holding. I'm trying to be gentle with myself and not overdo the renewed energy I have, trying to let my systems adjust to the change -- and, honestly, being prepared for it all to fall apart. But so far it's not falling apart. My physical, mental and emotional energy are all so much better than they have been for a very long time. I'm starting to let myself believe this may be permanent.
Wishing a wonderful day to you all!
I have so much to share but no time to do so.
I'm delighted with the new friends I've connected with here, and promise to be more active shortly, both writing and responding. (Same to my old firends!)
Work has been busier than usual and I've been staying later than usual.
This Saturday I'm going over to Wolfling's residence (she lives with the Ex in the house we all previously shared) to help her clean her room. This will be a massive undertaking as there is literally no place to walk. ADHD combined with depression and anxiety wreak hell on staying organized. I expect a long-ish day, hopefully not too stressful for either of us.
Sunday will be more quiet, and hopefully I will have the time and the energy to engage here. I really, really want to.
But I also may be filling out a job application. . . still trying to decide if I want to leave my current position or not. More on that later.
The good feelings I experienced after the major healing episodes of Dec 30 and 31 and the mental breakthroughs of the following couple of days seem to be holding. I'm trying to be gentle with myself and not overdo the renewed energy I have, trying to let my systems adjust to the change -- and, honestly, being prepared for it all to fall apart. But so far it's not falling apart. My physical, mental and emotional energy are all so much better than they have been for a very long time. I'm starting to let myself believe this may be permanent.
Wishing a wonderful day to you all!
