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Today is a grieving day.
No tears, just a near-constant aching awareness of Lohain's absence.
He's dead.
That aching space will not be filled again.
He won't suddenly appear on my doorstep and wrap me in his arms again.
Not in this lifetime.
I wasn't crying until I started typing.
No tears, just a near-constant aching awareness of Lohain's absence.
He's dead.
That aching space will not be filled again.
He won't suddenly appear on my doorstep and wrap me in his arms again.
Not in this lifetime.
I wasn't crying until I started typing.
