Apr. 14th, 2005

Lovefest!

Apr. 14th, 2005 05:03 pm
qos: (Default)
Via the inspirational [livejournal.com profile] iswari:

Reply here and I'll tell you something I adore/find endearing/is Teh Nifty about you.

Copy and paste this into your own journal if you're down with that.
qos: (Beanstalk)
If I was really smart, I'd crank it out in the next 90 minutes and actually enjoy the rest of my evening.
qos: (Not Well Behaved)
The bloody paper was due at 7pm not 8pm.
The WebCT site no longer allows the assignment to be uploaded.
I have emailed it to my prof.

I've been saying for the past couple of months that this is a period of discernment, that I needed to complete this quarter of seminary and then spend the summer working on my shamanic studies and doing various kinds of internal checking and external research about what I really need to be doing, before I make a final decision about whether to commit to finishing this degree or not.

But the longer this quarter drags on, the more I feel like I should have taken the advice of the prof I spoke with during the break and simply have withdrawn then.

No, I shouldn't have, because then I might always have wondered if I had done the right thing.

But I am not enjoying this quarter the way I had hoped -- or the way I have enjoyed most of the rest of them. And the longer it drags on the more growly I get. I feel like a tiger in a cage, and it doesn't matter if I'm getting thick slabs of meat pushed through the bars every day. . . I'm blunting my teeth on the bars in my effort to get out and stalk my own food.

Which, come to think of it, is not so inaccurate a metaphor.
qos: (prophets)
I swiped this from [livejournal.com profile] ladyvivien -- who always has the coolest icons.

It pretty much reflects my mood these days.
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