More Middle Pillar
Jan. 5th, 2009 10:26 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
qosIt's my breath, my focus. . . and some of my energy. . . but this is The Tree of Life I'm working with. As the magus said: "Don't try to top it from the bottom."
I relaxed more tonight, was more yin, focusing on the fact that these energies already flow through me. I don't make this happen, I open my awareness, sharpen my focus, clear obstacles, get myself out of the way. (See: Don't top from the bottom, above.)
I also keyed in this evening to the awareness that the Spheres of the Middle Pillar don't exist in isolation. They are connected by Paths. Even though I haven't yet memorized the names and the attributes of the Paths, just seeing the energy flowing downwared through the Paths rather than having nothing between the Spheres was very helpful.
And: I did all my practices tonight and worked on my Tree of Life notebook -- even though I also watched a movie this evening. Go me!
I relaxed more tonight, was more yin, focusing on the fact that these energies already flow through me. I don't make this happen, I open my awareness, sharpen my focus, clear obstacles, get myself out of the way. (See: Don't top from the bottom, above.)
I also keyed in this evening to the awareness that the Spheres of the Middle Pillar don't exist in isolation. They are connected by Paths. Even though I haven't yet memorized the names and the attributes of the Paths, just seeing the energy flowing downwared through the Paths rather than having nothing between the Spheres was very helpful.
And: I did all my practices tonight and worked on my Tree of Life notebook -- even though I also watched a movie this evening. Go me!
