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As soon as I read the question I felt rage surging through me, and could feel my body coil to attack the people standing around me.
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uncrowned_king not real?
All the struggles and triumphs of 46 years nothing more than a dream?
Would I be 46 years old with no actual experience of life, just a mirage?
I have to think that if I were much younger it wouldn't affect me quite as intensely. If I were a teen, or perhaps into my early twenties, it wouldn't be so bad. But I've worked too hard to get where I am today -- and there are too many years behind me to make up for if it turns out to all have been a lie.
As soon as I read the question I felt rage surging through me, and could feel my body coil to attack the people standing around me.
Wolfling and
uncrowned_king not real? All the struggles and triumphs of 46 years nothing more than a dream?
Would I be 46 years old with no actual experience of life, just a mirage?
I have to think that if I were much younger it wouldn't affect me quite as intensely. If I were a teen, or perhaps into my early twenties, it wouldn't be so bad. But I've worked too hard to get where I am today -- and there are too many years behind me to make up for if it turns out to all have been a lie.
