I am reading a book called The Wolf, the Woman, the Wilderness: A True Story of Returning Home. The author, Teresa tsimmu Martino, writes of her experience returning an orphaned wolf to the wild, and in doing so discovering some of her own wildness along with the strength of her mixed Italian-Osage heritage. She is a woman who lived with several wolves and wolf-dog mixes over the years, and knows them well.
She writes vividly and with love -- and one passage today struck me with particular force, for in the imagined voice of one of her wolves she captured the voice of my beloved who had kinship with wolves.
Writing about the futility of trying to force a wolf into a vehicle, she describes the final stage of the conflict. The italics are hers:
"But if I continue, perhaps muttering 'Get up you lazy old dusty thing,' The wolf grabs my arm in his teeth, snarling, as if to say, Look, move me where I don't want to go, and we're going to have problems. Your problems will be bigger than mine. He then looks at me with a frank arresting stare, the strength of the mountain rumbling in his eyes."
Those who knew Lohain will, I think, hear his voice in the italics (shaded with laughter or cold warning, depending on the situation) and remember the mountains in his eyes.