Of all the days to have been away from the computer so much I didn't get to pop into LJ! I am really sorry honey.
May you wake this morning with the fog clearing and a brighter time ahead. So much of what you suffered yesterday I have been through too, and my heart goes out to you. Prayers are heading to your friend, and major hugs and prayers to you. I firmly believe that crying and ranting in the shower as you did is a very healthy thing to do, and the ring shattering is significant to your situation. I am sure in time you will find out what it means and be able to move on. You have been through a hell of a lot this last year from what I understand, and I sincerely wish that, painful as it was to you, your birthday experiences yesterday will mark some sort of turning point for you in the grief process.
Wish I was there in person, but know I am there in spirit.
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I do too.
Most of my birthdays have been pretty damn good.
This is a wretched exception.
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That must have been one of the few posts you missed yesterday.
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Of all the days to have been away from the computer so much I didn't get to pop into LJ! I am really sorry honey.
May you wake this morning with the fog clearing and a brighter time ahead. So much of what you suffered yesterday I have been through too, and my heart goes out to you. Prayers are heading to your friend, and major hugs and prayers to you. I firmly believe that crying and ranting in the shower as you did is a very healthy thing to do, and the ring shattering is significant to your situation. I am sure in time you will find out what it means and be able to move on. You have been through a hell of a lot this last year from what I understand, and I sincerely wish that, painful as it was to you, your birthday experiences yesterday will mark some sort of turning point for you in the grief process.
Wish I was there in person, but know I am there in spirit.
Hugs,
Silverhawk
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Want me to hex someone? I give good birthday hex! *smiles weakly*
Or we could slash some tires or something? Destruction always makes ME feel better...
I'm totally not kidding... Naturally it'd be hard to manage over distance... but we could coordinate our efforts... *blinks hopefully*
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I'll take a rain check. ;-)