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qos ([personal profile] qos) wrote2005-02-08 04:54 pm

Two More Deaths

I release my lifelong, desperate struggle to live an ordinary life.

I decline to ever again submit my dreams or my creativity to the censorship of convention.
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[personal profile] queenofhalves 2005-02-09 01:29 am (UTC)(link)
wow. those are hard things to let go of.

[identity profile] qos.livejournal.com 2005-02-09 05:16 am (UTC)(link)
I'm hoping (and praying) very hard that I can make it stick.

[identity profile] toesontheground.livejournal.com 2005-02-09 02:46 am (UTC)(link)
I release my lifelong, desperate struggle to live an ordinary life. !

Now that's quite the Lenten committment :,)

[identity profile] qos.livejournal.com 2005-02-09 05:16 am (UTC)(link)
I hadn't even thought about it being Lent!

[identity profile] athenian-abroad.livejournal.com 2005-02-09 03:21 am (UTC)(link)
I release my lifelong, desperate struggle to live an ordinary life.

Hmmm...interesting. Is that really how you see your life up to this point? I wouldn't have guessed...but I may be less perceptive than the average bear.

I decline to ever again submit my dreams or my creativity to the censorship of convention.

Hmmm, again. Is that really what you've been doing? Maybe I'm just too conventional to notice. :-)

[identity profile] qos.livejournal.com 2005-02-09 05:20 am (UTC)(link)
I've put a lot of energy into trying to fit in, to be "appropriate" in the way my mother would approve of. I don't always do that, and I don't always succeed when I try. (Goodness knows most people who know me don't consider me "normal" or "ordinary".) But I try too hard, too often, to figure out "the rules" and conform to them so I don't make waves or make people nervous or make myself less acceptable to polite society.

I don't intend to throw off all my clothes and start dancing in the streets while selling flowers. . . but I need to live more boldly from my own source, not worry so much about keeping within conventional boundaries.

[identity profile] qos.livejournal.com 2005-02-09 05:21 am (UTC)(link)
Yea!

I appreciate the company!

[identity profile] southernselkie.livejournal.com 2005-02-09 12:20 pm (UTC)(link)
Keep it up, sis. I'm with you. HUG

[identity profile] ad-lumen.livejournal.com 2005-02-09 01:04 pm (UTC)(link)
HUZZAH!

[identity profile] saskia139.livejournal.com 2005-02-09 05:08 pm (UTC)(link)
And may I add a "yeehaah"!

[identity profile] qos.livejournal.com 2005-02-10 04:16 am (UTC)(link)
Yes, indeedy!
Love the new icon, too!

I think I'm going to pack the Kushiel books for my road trip next week. I'm going to need something passionate and absorbing to read on the airplane. . .