qos: (Autumn Queen)
qos ([personal profile] qos) wrote2010-08-10 08:01 am
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Perverse Goodness

As I was walking in to work this morning I realized that I was resenting needing to be here because I have other things I'd rather be doing: getting my project plan in order for the foundation fundraiser, working on some designs for my new art journal, finishing up my devotional pieces (after realizing yesterday what my writer's block has been about).

It would be nice to feel happy and enthused about going to the day job, but I'll settle for having other things in my life that are engaging me. It's felt like a very long time since I've been excited and wanting to work on anything.

[personal profile] oakmouse 2010-08-10 03:24 pm (UTC)(link)
Glad you've got things to feel excited about!

Resenting the time taken up by the day job is definitely an issue. You might try thinking of it in terms of necessary maintenance; because it puts food on the table and keeps a roof over your head, it's like vacuuming and cooking and washing dishes: it needs to be done. That helped untangle the knot for me.