qos: (Beanstalk)
qos ([personal profile] qos) wrote2009-10-07 12:44 pm

Gray

I feel utterly gray and empty inside, and am stuck at my soul-numbing temp job for another 2+ hours.

Morale-raising messages and objects of beauty -- images, poetry, etc. -- would be most welcome.

I've been doing self-help, but most of the energy just drains down the gray vortex.

ETA: Getting out for a walk in the sunshine and crisp air helped a lot. I don't feel like I'm dying inside anymore. . . .

[identity profile] qos.livejournal.com 2009-10-07 08:17 pm (UTC)(link)
Heading outside for my break right now. I'll try to reinforce my shields while I'm outside. . . but I think the core issue is deeper than the job. . .