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qos ([personal profile] qos) wrote2007-05-31 12:22 pm
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Sleep in the Light, My Love

". . . the elements
So mixed in him that Nature might stand up
And say to all the world, 'This was a man!'"



[livejournal.com profile] uncrowned_king died in my arms early this morning.

It was not unexpected, but it is a shattering grief.

My heart is broken and I can not stop crying.

I have no hurtful or unhappy memories of him, no regrets of acts poorly committed or neglected, no word of love left unsaid. My only regrets are the dreams and plans left unfulfilled.





As Long As You're Mine

ELPHABA
Kiss me too fiercely
Hold me too tight
I need help believing
You're with me tonight
My wildest dreamings
Could not forsee
Lying beside you
With you wanting me

And just for this moment
As long as you're mine
I've lost all resistance
And crossed some border line
And if it turns out
It's over too fast
I'll make every last moment last
As long as you're mine

FIYERO
Maybe I'm brainless
Maybe I'm wise
But you've got me seeing
Though different eyes
Somehow I've fallen
Under your spell
And somehow I'm feeling
It's up that I fell

BOTH
Every moment
As long as you're mine
I'll wake up my body
And make up for lost time

FIYERO
Say there's no future
For us as a pair

BOTH
And though I may know
I don't care
Just for this moment
As long as you're mine
Come be how you want to
And see how bright we shine
Borrow the moonlight
Until it is through
And know I'll be here holding you
As long as you're mine

[identity profile] bodhibird.livejournal.com 2007-05-31 08:03 pm (UTC)(link)
O ye gods. I had no idea. I am so, so sorry. {tries to hug through Internet}

[identity profile] bookchick.livejournal.com 2007-05-31 08:10 pm (UTC)(link)
I am sooo sorry, hon. Much love to you.
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[identity profile] royalbananafish.livejournal.com 2007-05-31 08:19 pm (UTC)(link)
Wow. I'm sorry to hear of your loss.

[identity profile] a-belletrist.livejournal.com 2007-05-31 08:24 pm (UTC)(link)
If there is anything you need, you have only to say so.

[identity profile] featheredfrog.livejournal.com 2007-05-31 08:26 pm (UTC)(link)
You and yours are in the thoughts of many today. Including me.

[identity profile] selenite.livejournal.com 2007-05-31 08:34 pm (UTC)(link)
My sympathies to you and yours.

[identity profile] nixnivis.livejournal.com 2007-05-31 08:35 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm so very, very sorry.

[identity profile] malakhgabriel.livejournal.com 2007-05-31 08:54 pm (UTC)(link)
My prayers, thoughts and love go out to you and yours.

[identity profile] rojagrl.livejournal.com 2007-05-31 09:20 pm (UTC)(link)
I am so very sorry, qos. I had no idea. My prayers are with you and your family.

Love,
Sundance

[personal profile] oakmouse 2007-05-31 09:28 pm (UTC)(link)
OMG. I am so, so sorry! Thoughts and love to you and yours. As a priestess of an underworld goddess, I have offered up prayers for his safe transit and your healing. If you need to talk, or if there's anything else I can do to help, I have relevant experience; feel free to email me (my Flist can see my addy).
*huge hug*

[identity profile] blessed-harlot.livejournal.com 2007-05-31 09:41 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh. Oh, my friend.

Hugs and prayers are yours.

[identity profile] jillwheezul.livejournal.com 2007-05-31 09:46 pm (UTC)(link)
Your wheezul family can not help but to feel grief. If there is anything we can do for you, do not hestitate to ask. *Hugs and tears*

[identity profile] tx-cronopio.livejournal.com 2007-05-31 10:34 pm (UTC)(link)
My God. I am so very sorry. You are in my thoughts and in my heart.

[identity profile] kateri-thinks.livejournal.com 2007-05-31 11:04 pm (UTC)(link)
I hope that you also read: If anything I can do, if anything you need, call. Call. I will answer.

[identity profile] wendy-lady.livejournal.com 2007-05-31 11:37 pm (UTC)(link)
I am very sorry for your loss. I had had no idea that he was even ill. Thoughts of guidance go out to those I serve for both him and yours.

[identity profile] crownofviolets.livejournal.com 2007-05-31 11:46 pm (UTC)(link)
I am so sorry... I wish I could offer more than that. My thoughts are with you.
ext_35267: (Lotus Blossom)

[identity profile] wlotus.livejournal.com 2007-05-31 11:59 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh, good lord...

::plenty hugs::

I'm sorry.

[identity profile] caersidi.livejournal.com 2007-06-01 12:16 am (UTC)(link)
we don't know each other well and I am not sure I have the right words to say apart from souls who love are never really parted.

[identity profile] 9thmoon.livejournal.com 2007-06-01 12:44 am (UTC)(link)
I am so sorry, J. My thoughts are with you.

[identity profile] professor-mom.livejournal.com 2007-06-01 12:46 am (UTC)(link)
Oh my God! That's incredible. I'm so so sorry to hear that. What an incredible sacred experience to share with someone. I'm totally overwhelmed. I had a thought that I might get to know him someday perhaps. I'm sorry that I'll never have the opportunity.

[identity profile] iswari.livejournal.com 2007-06-01 12:51 am (UTC)(link)
Much love and peace to you...I am so sorry.

[identity profile] tamnonlinear.livejournal.com 2007-06-01 03:07 am (UTC)(link)
Oh gods.

*hug*

I am so sorry.

Sad tidings

[identity profile] rocket-jockey.livejournal.com 2007-06-01 03:42 am (UTC)(link)
Call if you need.

[identity profile] rhonan.livejournal.com 2007-06-01 04:41 am (UTC)(link)
This is one of the rare times when words escape me.

You will all be in my prayers.

A Keening Wail

[identity profile] thomryng.livejournal.com 2007-06-01 05:03 am (UTC)(link)
Requiem æternam dona eis, Domine, et lux perpetua luceat eis.

(Eternal rest grant unto them, O Lord, and let perpetual light shine upon them.)

I am otherwise at a loss, other than to say that you are loved, and both of you are in my prayers.

We light a thousand candles bright

[identity profile] unicorndelamer.livejournal.com 2007-06-01 05:18 am (UTC)(link)
I am sure that this is a very cold time for you. I pray that in your moments of darkness, you remember that you are surrounded by warm and loving friends - all over the globe - who are sending out their healing energy to you tonight and for many nights to come in whatever form suits them. Since learning of this, I have silently prayed that you two would have more time. I am thankful that you two were able to be together in his final moments. You have my support and whatever energy I can send. I am here for you, should you need me, even if all you need is an ear and someone to collect your tears. No matter what, know that you are not alone.

[identity profile] poliphilo.livejournal.com 2007-06-01 09:15 am (UTC)(link)
Oh my God.

I had no idea.

I'm so sorry.

[identity profile] amqu.livejournal.com 2007-06-01 12:16 pm (UTC)(link)
I am so deeply sorry for your loss. I had no idea. I will be praying for you and your daughter.

I know you guys aren't Christians, but this is something I find very comforting and maybe you will, too.

Revelation 21:3,4:
With that I heard a loud voice from the throne say: “Look! The tent of God is with mankind, and he will reside with them, and they will be his peoples. And God himself will be with them. And he will wipe out every tear from their eyes, and death will be no more, neither will mourning nor outcry nor pain be anymore. The former things have passed away.”

[identity profile] princesca.livejournal.com 2007-06-01 01:59 pm (UTC)(link)
I am so sorry for your loss... I didn't even know him, save for what you said of him here, and your post made me gasp out loud. Sending you virtual hugs from Kentucky...

[identity profile] femalegamer.livejournal.com 2007-06-01 05:51 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm so sorry to hear this, and you will be in my thoughts as well.
queenofhalves: (Default)

[personal profile] queenofhalves 2007-06-01 07:50 pm (UTC)(link)
*HUG*

it sounds like you have a lot of support, but i'm not dissertating anymore, if you need me.

how is L handling it?

I'm stunned

[identity profile] upasaka.livejournal.com 2007-06-02 03:16 am (UTC)(link)
You are in my thought and prayers.

[identity profile] labelleizzy.livejournal.com 2007-06-02 11:54 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh, sweetheart.
I missed this post initially... I am SO sorry for your loss...


(((((((hug)))))))
You have what energy I have to give.

[identity profile] sashajwolf.livejournal.com 2007-06-04 12:57 pm (UTC)(link)
I have been away and only just seen this. May you be comforted.